COMPLICATION

Complication...

I’m lonely
but not a loner

My heart
filled with emptiness

It came
together with a perfect life

I not sure
what I need to full it in

I’m missing
someone

Yet I don’t
know who and why

I want to be
here

My soul is
not with me

Where can I
find what’s mine??

Is it
somewhere near or far away??

No one can
tell

Neither no
one can help

It’s me and
only me

That has to full
fill the emptiness inside

How should I
full fill it??

Nothing makes
me sad
I’m happy yet I still cried

Every drop
of my tears

Carry emotions
with no feelings

Those tears
make me relieved

Anyone else
experienced the same thing as I do??

It’s weird
but I’m not a weirdo

I’m scared
with my past

Future terrified
me

Searching
for an answer

Where do I
begin??

I couldn’t
find the check point

And I want
edit stop

Yet I don’t see
the finishing line

My hope

This complication
end soon

Before it
ruining my great life

Because it
tortured me bad